I Think I've Gone Crazy!!!

   This is seriously the worst part. not having a definite answer yet. Seriously can the 26th PLEASE come any quicker? This waiting is driving me insane!!! So Celina got her tubes put in exactly 2 weeks ago. The Audiologist appointment to re evaluate her hearing is in another 2 weeks! at this appointment we will find out just how bad Celina's hearing loss really is. The wait is driving me nuts! I'm a huge control freak and the unknown and I just don't get along! So since her tubes have been in and fluid drained, there was a possibility of some hearing. Of course I'm trying with all my might to get her to respond to a sound. I clap, whistle, snap, and yell constantly!! Eli probably also thinks I'm nuts lol. while 99% of the time I get ZERO response, there are time where I THINK I see a reaction. But did she see the movement and cue in on that? Shes very sensitive to touch, so did she feel the air on her face when I clapped that time? Most claps result in nothing so that's probably the case. But still. Being unsure is just too hard for me. Ive been googling different hearing tests to do at home, testing frequency clips right next to her, scouring the Internet almost 24/7...you know. Things any sane person would do... hah! Anyways, today I think Ive officially gone over the edge. In one of my google surfing sessions I saw something about banging pots and pans. Yeah. No joke. I totally did it. The noise woke up Eli and my ears still hurt a bit. Celina? Not even an eye flutter!! And I had it right next to her head!! The second I lightly touched her face tho, she jolted awake. So... Think I have my answer???